The Rush of a Crush.

So I should be typing some paper I am pretty sure is worth a substantial grade for my Sociology class.
But you know what?
I don't care!
Hm.
I'm in a strange mood,
I'm happy but anxious.
I'm tired but relaxed.
And hopeful yet discouraged.
It's odd.
But that's normal for me I guess.
I'm completely excited over a girl again,
something that I've forgotten how to do,
or just tried to ignore.
But frankly,
Nothing beats seeing the smile of your crush,
when you know you caused it.
Shucks.
I'm blushing.
And For the first time in months...
There's something there.